Back... sorta?

I'm bored. And remembered I had this blog. Wow!

I have babies now. :) They made it! They didn't cook quite long enough though, so they're in the NICU. They are now 8 weeks old. I was due in May and they came in February. Little buggers were just as anxious to make me a mommy as I was to be one, I guess. They come from an entire family of impatient people. Anyway... everything considering, they are doing well. It'll be several more weeks before we can bring one or both of them home, but they're here and they're fighting and that's what matters.

I had one girl and one boy. Josephine Claire (Josie) and Jack Matthew (just Jack). Things are so great lately. Despite the hardships my babies are facing, I am getting out more, making new friends, and just feel generally more comfortable with life. I hit some major lows sometimes, when bad news about the babies hits me like a truck... but I am a mommy and it's all I've ever wanted. Sometimes the love I feel for these two tiny people drives me to tears. I never knew it would be like this. It's incredible.