Update

I'm so sorry... I feel like sometimes I forget about you, blog, and neglect you. And around the holidays... sheesh, I'm awful. Could you ever find it in your heart to forgive me? .... okay, great.

Quick update: I like my new job, so far. Mostly, anyway. There are times where it can get pretty stressful, and times when I'm made to feel pretty stupid, which I certainly don't enjoy. But, I've only been there three weeks so I should give it a bit more of a shot. My boss does tell me that she's glad I'm there... but... eh... I just feel crappy there sometimes. At least now I know that I CAN do the day shift schedule - and, omg, I love it! except going to bed early and waking up early - so if I needed to get a new job, I could. The only thing I dislike about my schedule is that one, if I end up hating it and want to go on interviews, that would be damn near impossible, and two, it's difficult for me to go to my dr's appointments. Sometimes I have to be at the dr before 10am, and it's like... argh... I'd have to miss a few hours of work. Suck!

Speaking of the dr, I went again today and so far so good as far as the Clomid working. BUT, I will not get my hopes up. Being hopeful got me exactly NOWHERE the past several months, and I refuse to have my heart broken by this nonexistent baby yet again. Fuzz is getting really excited, but we're not out of the woods yet. I will be hearing back from my dr tomorrow and I'll know more then. As for now, my estrogen levels are FINALLY higher, and apparently they're in a fairly good range. *fingers crossed* I have one big follicle too, but my lining is thin. >=\ Whatever. We'll see what happens. It could go either way at this point.

I am getting really warm today, like hot flashes. I wonder if that's a good sign?

I better head off to bed. Gotta work tomorrow. *eye roll* I thought I'd only have to work Friday this week but my boss called me today and now I have to work tomorrow. Grr. I'm just hoping we get all the unpacking done tomorrow so that I can have Friday off. Yessss that would be sweet. I'm anxious to see our new location though, and my dad says it should only take me 15 minutes to get to work now. Cool, I can sleep in 10 extra minutes every day! Yay!

Last Day

Argh!! I am so nervous. It's my last day at work. Monday marks the beginning of a Whole New Me. eeep. I'm scared to be whole and new! =(

I'm so sad to be leaving, the girls have been so great to me. They threw me a big good-bye party yesterday and we're all going out to Applebee's after work tonight, so that should be fun. It's pretty much the only reason why I'm here today, LOL.

Goodness... after this weekend, EVERYTHING changes! Hmmm... I wonder what it's like to be a day-shifter? Waking up early sucks, but Renee at work - who just moved from night shift to day shift - put it to me this way: "I don't like getting up at ANY time, so what's the difference if I wake up early or late?" Excellent point. My schedule won't really be any different, just shifted. I can deal with a shift. That's much easier to deal with than a change.

Okay but seriously, do I have any volunteers to call me at 6am every morning to make sure I'm up???