Disappointment strikes again

My doctor's appointment is tomorrow but I already know the outcome. I took an ovulation predictor test today and it was quite obviously negative. I'm on cycle day 13. I don't think Clomid worked, again.

As prepared as I was for the let down, I still can't believe how much it stings. I want a baby, dammit! I want my baby, OUR baby. *temper tantrum*

This isn't helping. And it's probably not very healthy.